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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Today's a Down Day

I don't know why it is, but every now and then I have this day where nothing suits me, and I just can't get out of the funk I'm in. And today is one of those days. Nothing has really set me off, it's just an overall dissatisfaction with my life. There's nothing that I want more in this life than to be a mom, and here I am at 33 with no living children. Sometimes it's just more than I can take emotionally, and I spend the day in a funk. My mom emailed today because she hadn't heard from me in a while, and I had nothing to say but negative stuff. Sad. I hate days like this, but at this point in the journey it's inevitable I guess. My heart aches...and I want chips. Did I tell you I'm an emotional eater? And I'm one of the rare ones that chocolate doesn't help. It's got to be salty and crunchy.

I saw this video on Shellie's blog. Thank you so much for posting this! It's truly how I feel...I Would Die For That!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're down today. I saw this video on another blog. I cried

The Goddess G said...

Absolutely cried when I watched the video. So moving and so powerful. The down days are really hard...thinking of you...
~Carole

Sambalina said...

Thanks for sharing that video! Man it put the pain of the past 2.5 years into words!! I cried like a big ole baby!! :)