Decision Time

J and I came to a VERY difficult decision Monday night that this is going to be our last cycle ttc. I'm just in too much pain from my arthritis, and I'm going to have to go back on the anti-inflammatory before I have some permanent damage to my joints. I really don't want to give up, but it's just not worth risking further damage to my joints to keep going. I'm hoping that the Met will straighten out my cycles to make me start o'ing again, and if that happens then we may try again once I get my arthritis under control, but for now...this is it!!! And hopefully the Met will help me get some weight off too so that's always a plus for an arthritic!!

The other decision we had to make was whether or not to do the IUI this cycle. And after talking to J about it, we decided we were 0-2 with the IUI, but we've at least had 2 successes with BD'ing, so we're starting the BD'ing thing this week.

Don't worry...I'm not going anywhere. I'm still gonna be blogging away and reading up on all you ladies!! So no good-byes from me just yet!!! ;o)

Ultimately we're hoping that we'll get a BFP in a couple weeks so we won't have to throw in the towel, but the realist in me is preparing for the road to adoption!