Nu.va Ri.ng and other stuff

I hate that I have to take BCP, but in order to have my cycles I have to take the junk. I told Dr. K at my annual visit that I didn't want to have to take a pill every day for the next 10-15 years. His suggestion was an IUD, but I wasn't so sure about that. It just kind of wigged me out to have something foreign inside my uterus for 5 years. So I started the Nu.va Rin.g today, and I was surprised at how huge it was!! It was awkward to insert, but I think I finally got it in the right spot. I don't feel it, so that's a good thing. Question is...will J know it's there???

For the last year or so I have been so emotional. Before we started ttc and had the m/c's I never was a cryer. It took a lot to make me cry, and even the sadest moments couldn't get the waterworks gushing. But now...I cry at the dumbest things. Take the Pedigree commercials for example. The ones where they are saying that for every dog that is adopted there is one that isn't and they're showing a dog wagging its tail in a cage watching a couple pass by and go to another cage. OMG!!! I cry like a baby when I see that commercial. As if that one isn't bad enough, now they've come out with another one. It talks about when owners move and leave their dogs behind and it shows a dog just sitting there wagging its tail like it has no clue what's going on. They're killing me here!!! What is going on with me?