Updates

On the party...

It went fine. Thanks for the prayers and positive thoughts ladies!!! I didn't have to answer the dreaded "When are y'all gonna have kids?" question. THANK GOD!!! There was, of course, talk of pregnancies, but I left the room and found other people to talk to when it got to be too much. I did get annoyed once when one of the preggies talked about how she hated not being able to sleep at night. Now, she wasn't really complaining per se, but it really struck a nerve with me. I wanted to say, "Well this is your third child. It's not like you didn't know that sleeping would be difficult at times. If it bothered you so much then why get pregnant again?" But I didn't. I just smiled, but inside I was rolling my eyes. It just urks me when preggies gripe about their symptoms as if they're horrible burdens. Yes, I know they're annoying. Shoot, who wants to be constipated, nauseated, fatigued, etc... But it's TEMPORARY!!! I would give both my legs to know what that feels like!!!


On cycle stuff...

Not feeling pregnant, just miserable from the Met. As much as I'd like for this nausea, heartburn and fatigue to be pregnancy related I know it's not. My temps tanked this morning so I know AF is on her way. Which in all honesty, I'm okay with. I didn't have a good feeling about this cycle anyway. But, here's my dilema...(there always is one with me, huh?)...I don't know whether to go in for my monthly "I'm not pregnant" appt (just not for the clomid) and talk to Dr. K about what to do next. I can't stress enough how much I REALLY don't want to go back on BCP. I want to give the Met a little more time to normalize my cycle. Or should I just do things on my own, not call to let Dr. K know I'm CD1 (whenever that occurs), not go on BCP, let the Met do it's thing (if it's going to) and then see what happens? I'm more than likely going to have to go back on anti-inflammatories, but I'd like to not prevent, but not whole heartedly try. KWIM?