It's Just Me and My Thoughts...

J left today on a week and a half long business trip. I really hate it when he travels. I hate being alone, but that's just come about in the last couple of years since we moved to BR. When we lived in the Houston area I had my family and my job to keep me busy. But now that we're here, and I have no job other than a couple volunteer jobs that I do so I really miss J when he's gone. I'm alone pretty much all day other than the hour or so that I'm at the gym with MW, so I really look forward to when J comes home from work every night. I have adult interaction!! But when he travels I'm alone all day and all night, and you know...it gets pretty lonely just being here with Maddie and Sassy. I'm alone with my thoughts...that's scary, folks! lol

So last night J and I went to block.buster to get some movies. He was looking for movies to take with him, and I was looking for movies to keep things interesting at night. It's funny though...we were both looking for movies we knew the other wouldn't want to see. I was looking for chick flicks, and J was looking for action thrillers. As soon as we got in the store we both split off, and when we met up I had 5 movies, and J had 4.

He looked at me and said, "We can't get 9 movies. That's just too much money."

So I said, "You're going to be gone for a week and a half. I need lots of movies to fill the silence."

And the girl at the counter said, "Aww..."

So I played on J's sympathies and said, "Don't you feel sorry for me?"

He just rolled his eyes and said, "I'll put one back if you put one back." And then he looks at my stack and said, "Hey, I want to see that one" (pointing to The Holi.day.)

So I put that one back to rent at another time, and I put back Dream.Girls. But when we got to the counter he still had his 4, and I only had 3! What was up with that?!? I just laughed and gave the movies to the girl at the counter.

Anyway...here's my chick flick stash:
Wild Hogs
Miss Potter
Catch and Release

I still want to see Georgia Rule, but they didn't have any. Guess I'll be going back later to see if they have it!

In ttc news...still getting BFN's. My chart isn't looking as pretty now. (Click on the cycle ticker up at the top, and it will take you to my chart so you can see the updated version.) I'm so mad that we've thrown away another $400 on a wasted treatment. But I'm more mad at J's stubborn swimmers. Out of the 33.3 million that were inserted up my hoo-hah, not one of them could do it's job??? That just ticks me off!!! But hey, at least I'm not angry with God about it!!! That's a huge improvement!!! :o)

AF still hasn't shown so I don't know that I'm out just yet, but I'm not holding out much hope. But rather than sulking and crying about it I'm looking forward to next cycle...Clomid and the natural BD'ing way!!! Woo Hoo!!!